Hearing Parables Otherwise: The Impossible Harvest
2nd Sunday
after Pentecost
Luke 8:5-8
June 18, 2017
Luke 8:5-8
June 18, 2017
Rev.
John M. Caldwell, PhD
First United Methodist Church
Decorah, Iowa
First United Methodist Church
Decorah, Iowa
I
am discouraged. I am tired. And I am angry.
I've
seen their names before. I've heard about them on the news. And then
I've watched as the national attention turns away, as if to say,
"Nothing to see here, folks. Move along." And nothing
changes.
You've
heard their names and others besides. Don't imagine that there are
not more!
Amadou
Diallo
Travares McGill
Kenneth Chamberlain, Sr.
Trayvon Martin
Eric Garner
Michael Brown
Freddie Gray
Tamir Rice
Sandra Bland
Travares McGill
Kenneth Chamberlain, Sr.
Trayvon Martin
Eric Garner
Michael Brown
Freddie Gray
Tamir Rice
Sandra Bland
They
were as young as 12 and as old as 68. They were boys and men and
women. Some had criminal records. Others had the same sort of records
you and I have. They lived in cities and suburbs. But in spite of all
those differences they share several things in common. They are all
African Americans. They were all killed by the police or died in
police custody under questionable circumstances. They were all
unarmed. And in each case, their killers were never convicted of any
crime.
I
know, I know. When I hear of one of these incidents, in my head there
is a part of me that tries to figure out how to explain each of these
incidents. What was Tamir Rice doing with a toy gun that looked like
the real thing? Why didn't Kenneth Chamberlain just let the police in
when they came to check on him? But then another voice in my head
says, You used to play with toy guns that looked pretty real when you
were Tamir's age and no police cruisers rolled up to your yard
shooting first and asking questions later. And would you let the
police into your house when you had pushed your medical alert button
by mistake and they were beating at the door and they didn't have a
warrant?
And
besides these aren't isolated incidents that can be explained away
one after another. There is a pattern here.
Thirty-seven
percent of the unarmed people killed by police in 2014 were black
even though black folks are only thirteen percent of the population.
Let me put that differently: Unarmed black people were killed at five
times the rate of unarmed white people in 2015.
Almost
no matter how egregious the cases are, the police seldom answer for
their actions. There were 102 cases in 2015 in which an unarmed black
person was killed by the police. In only ten cases was an officer
charged with a crime. In only two cases was there a conviction.i
The
only thing that separates Tamir's story from mine is the color of his
skin. And that does not
mean that Tamir died because of his skin color. No one dies because
of their skin color. They die because of the racism of their killers.
And I don't mean the kind of racism that sends someone out to join
the KKK or some skinhead militia. I mean the kind of racism that
causes a trained police officer to look at a twelve-year-old kid
shooting plastic pellets at trees and rocks and see a threat to
public safety so massive that it must be met with deadly force that
is meted out without warning.
I'm
discourage by this wanton disregard for lives of human beings whom
God calls beloved children. I'm tired of black people being regarded
as the enemy. I'm angry about police departments acting as if black
neighborhoods were hostile territory to be occupied.
And
that brings me to Friday of this last week. On Friday, Jerónimo
Yanez was acquitted in the shooting death of Philando Castile.
Cleared
of all charges. Free to go.
Office
Yanez was on patrol last July 16 when he saw Philando Castile behind
the wheel of a car. Something about the shape of his nose reminded
Yanez of robbery suspect, so Officer Yanez pulled Castile over.
Castile complied. Castile's girlfriend and her daughter were in the
back seat. Yanez approached the driver's side window and asked to see
Castile's license and registration. Standard stuff. Castile reached
for his wallet and while doing so told Yanez that he had a permit to
carry a concealed weapon. Yanez drew his weapon and shot Castile in
the chest killing him.
Now,
like I said, I know the little voices, the voices in my head, the
voices that look for anything to put the blame for his death on
Castile. I know those voices. I have come to recognize those voices
as my inner racist trying desperately to defend my privileged status
as a white person. What I have come to realize is that before it will
admit that being black is a risk factor for being killed by the
police, my inner racist demands that the victim be a "perfect
Negro." The slightest deviation not just from being a model
citizen, but a model Negro will let a racist officer off the hook. Is
it not good enough that Philando Castile had lived blamelessly for
years, that he held a job, that the children and staff at the school
where he worked loved him, that he greeted children by name every
day, that we was trying to be a father to his girlfriend's daughter?
What does my inner racist want, anyway? Did it expect Mr. Castile to
scrape and bow, to hang his head and speak only in "Yessuh"
and "Nosuh"? What? He had a gun? Yes, he had a gun for
which he also had a permit. That is not a crime. But maybe my inner
racist cannot abide an armed
Negro, maybe that strips him of any claim to be a perfect Negro. And
if he is not a perfect Negro, then he deserved to die.
I
am discouraged. I am tired. And I am angry. I am discouraged over my
own implicit bias that, really, has no right to be a part of my own
inner conversations. I am tired of having work around it. I am angry
that I have to even though I never asked for it.
I
am discouraged that I live in a country that is so blind to its own
racism while pretending that it has gotten over it and is shocked
every time that racism erupts in some spectacularly ugly way. I am
tired of having to explain what that means. I am angry that it is so
impossibly hard for a black man to get justice in the nation that
proclaims itself a land "of liberty and justice for all."
I
am discouraged. I am tired. And I am angry.
……….
A sower
went out to sow. He scattered seed across his field. He went
surrounded by a thin cloud of seed flying in every direction. Later
he would guide a scratch plow across the same field, kicking up a
little soil to cover the seeds so that they would germinate and take
root.
There
were many ways this project could fail. He knew them all. Some seed
fell along a path that cut across his field. The soil there was
packed so hard no simple scratch plow would make even a shallow
furrow. Even while still scattering seed, the birds were landing on
the path, picking up seed as fast as they could manage it. He might
as well be putting those seeds in a bird feeder.
Some
seed would fall onto that rocky, thin soil in the southwest corner of
his little plot. The seed would sprout. It would grow up quickly. But
then dry season would come after the early rains. To survive the dry
season, to live long enough to make it to the late rains, the plants
would need deep roots. And in that rocky thin soil deep roots were
impossible. The long hot days of the dry season would kill anything
that sprouted there. He might as well have baked those seeds on a hot
stone.
Other
seeds would fall along the weedy boundary between his field and the
next. Those seed, too, would spring up, but they would be
overshadowed by the weeds and never come to a harvest.
There
were all sorts of ways this crop could fail and he had seen them all.
Those hazards didn't even include the ones that could take he whole
planting at once: insects descending in a cloud to ravage everything
green, pestilence that rendered the harvest a harvest of poison, or
his neighbor Schlomo's sheep that got out of their pen one night last
year, gorged themselves sick on his new wheat, and trampled the rest.
There
were so many ways for a crop to fail. He had seen them all. He had
seen so much of his good work gone to waste. He was discouraged. He
was tired. And he was angry.
Everything
about this story is ordinary and common. Everyone knew this sower or
one just like him. Everyone had a field like this one, full of
hazards to any attempt to make it productive. Or at least they knew
of fields like it. Especially since the big landowners had slowly but
surely taken over all the good land in the valleys, forcing peasants
into the hills, to farm land that was really only good for grazing
and not terribly good even for that. Many of Jesus' hearers were
discourage and tired and angry. Why even carry on? Why plant at all?
What was the point?
Ah,
Jesus said, but some of the seed doesn't fall on the path or on thin
soil, or into the weeds. Some of the seed falls on good soil. It
germinates, no one knows how. The roots go down and the stem grows
up, just like it did when we were in kindergarten. No one knows why.
And the plant grows during the first rain and it sends down roots,
chasing the retreating moisture deep into the soil. The roots and the
moisture deep in the ground sustain it through the dry season until
the late rains come and the plants take up the fresh moisture and the
grain swells and ripens. Harvest comes, says Jesus, and the plants
yield a hundred grains for every seed sown.
And
here is where our train of thought goes off the rails. What? Wait a
minute. A hundred
grains? That's not possible. A single wheat plant yields between
twenty and thirty grains. And that's only for the seed that
germinates. A hundred
fold harvest? That can't possibly be real!
But
what if it were? With just a hundred-fold yield the sower could pay
off his debts and hold his land free and clear. With just a
hundred-fold yield, he could buy a sheep or two himself. With just a
hundred-fold yield, he could afford to make a good match for his
eldest daughter Deborah, she of the twinkling eye and the sparkling
wit who would add life to any man's household and whom he would hate
to see worn down by hardship as his own dear wife Miriam had been.
Wouldn't
that be the dawn of a day when everyone had enough and no one had too
little or too much? Wouldn't that be like the prophet Micah's dream:
All
will sit underneath their own grapevines, under their own fig trees.
There will be no one to terrify them; for the mouth of the Lord of
heavenly forces has spoken. [Micah 4:4]
What
would it be for the sower to hear news like that? I think the sower
would look out at the world with eyes that held a new light. I think
the sower would march across the field with a lighter step and cast
seed with a new flourish.
What
about us? What about we who are discouraged, tired, and angry because
all our work to bring about God's dream in our world is swallowed up
in competing "ism's" before it even sprouts?
We
know all the ways that our work for peace can fail. We know all the
ways that our dream of justice can fade away. Interests who have
money to make from war making drown out our voices, demonize a far
away people, rain death on them from the skies, and cash their
government checks. Letters that carry our outrage are counted and
then discarded and are outweighed by a single check from a big donor.
We know all the ways that the prophet's dream can fail.
So
we have gathered today as the discouraged, the tired, the angry.
But
this is not the end of the story. There is still the part about the
hundred grains of wheat for every seed. There is still the impossible
promise. For this isn't just a story of an ordinary farmer with
planting ordinary seed in an ordinary field. It is also the story of
an extraordinary God who dreams an extraordinary dream and will bring
it to pass, in and through and despite our efforts. Our effort, this
God declares, will not just yield twenty- or thirty-fold, but a
hundred-fold.
We
are discouraged. We are tired. We are angry. But the struggle for
justice, the quest for peace, is not just our dream. It is also God's
dream. "Lift up your heads," God says. "Lift up your
hearts. An impossible harvest is coming--a hundred-fold harvest. More
certain than the all the ways a dream can die, it is coming."
A
sower went out to sow...If you hear anything, said Jesus, hear this.
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i “Police
Killed More than 100 Unarmed Black People in 2015,” Mapping
Police Violence,
accessed June 17, 2017, https://mappingpoliceviolence.org/unarmed/.