My Soul Gives Glory
Rev.
John M. Caldwell, PhD
First United Methodist Church
Decorah, Iowa
First United Methodist Church
Decorah, Iowa
Much
of the story of Hannah seems quite familiar. We can sympathize with
her struggle to have children, with her earnest prayer to conceive,
with the joy at her son's birth. This is especially so for those of
us who have struggled in the same way or watched those we love
struggle with infertility.
But
there is more to this story than that.
Hannah
was the wife of Elkanah, a man of the tribe of Ephraim. He had two
wives, Hannah and Peninnah. From the order in which they are listed,
I assume that Hannah was his first wife and Peninnah his second.
Peninnah, we are told, had children. Hannah, as we know, did not.
In
fact, I infer that Elkanah had married Hannah first and when it was
clear that she could not have children, he married Peninnah.
This
is strange to us all by itself, but the reasons are even stranger.
Ancient Israel was strongly, even rabidly, patriarchal. The men ruled
or, more precisely, the fathers ruled. Elkanah needed sons, or at
very least a
son. Only a son could inherit property. Only a son could stand with
Elkanah in the sometimes vicious in-fighting that was the struggle
for honor and prestige in the ancient villages of Israel. Elkanah
needed a son.
It
didn't matter how much Elkanah love Hannah. And he loved her very
much. The value of a woman was what she could contribute to her
husband. A wife's main contribution was sons or, at every least,
children. Hannah could not do that.
So,
for example when Elkanah's family brought offerings to the shrine at
Shiloh, Elkanah would divide it into portions and give one portion
each to Peninnah and her sons and daughters for them to offer. And he
gave one portion to Hannah, because she was childless. He was bound
by the rules of the game. He could not give her more.
Hannah's
co-wife Peninnah taunted her and made her life miserable. Peninnah
was the wife who did what wives were supposed to do and Hannah was
not and she never let her forget it. In her depression Hannah
couldn't sleep. She couldn't eat. All she could do was weep.
"Hannah,
why are you crying?" her husband Elkanah would say to her. "Why
won't you eat? Why are you so sad? Aren't I worth more to you than
ten sons?"
The
short answer, of course, was, "No, he was not." Her status
was determined by her sons
not her husband. In the eyes of patriarchy, the eyes that Hannah had
made her own so that she was only able to see herself through her
culture's eyes, she was worthless.
This
is a story about men:
Elkanah, whose wife Hannah was unable to have children; Samuel, the son eventually born to that wife who was the last judge and the first prophet of Israel; and, most importantly of all, David, Jesse's son, whom Samuel anointed as king over the tribes of Israel. We only know the story of Hannah because that story figures in the foundation story of David's dynasty.
Elkanah, whose wife Hannah was unable to have children; Samuel, the son eventually born to that wife who was the last judge and the first prophet of Israel; and, most importantly of all, David, Jesse's son, whom Samuel anointed as king over the tribes of Israel. We only know the story of Hannah because that story figures in the foundation story of David's dynasty.
Kings,
priests, and royal prophets are not interested in the struggles of
women. They are not interested in their sleepless nights, their meals
prepared without the slightest bit of appetite, or the taunts and
gossip of other women. They are only interested in property and royal
succession. When Hannah is at Shiloh with her family and her
humiliation is fresh and she is praying desperately and quietly on
account of her shame, to the priest Eli she is only a drunken woman
disturbing the holy silence of his sanctuary. Hannah is an intrusion
into patriarchy's otherwise smooth functioning.
I
wish I could say that patriarchy is dead, but it is alive and well.
This has been brought home forcefully in the news of the last few
days. We cannot ignore the fact that there are men who believe that
their wealth and fame entitle them to have access to the bodies of
the women they find attractive and to ridicule the bodies of those
they do not. And, from the support that these men get, we know that
for every one of those who can get away with treating women this way
there are many, many more who aspire to that status, men who resent
having to treat women as people who have a choice about who touches
them and how.
Not
all men behave this way, but enough do. Enough do that a walk through
the halls of our high school becomes a test of a girl's self-esteem.
Enough do that nearly every woman has been sexually assaulted. Enough
do that women select their wardrobes as if they were responsible for
what the men they meet do and say. Enough do that the legal system is
often more concerned with the impact of a rape conviction on a young
man's career prospects than with the impact of rape on the well-being
of the young woman who was his victim. Enough do that all men enjoy a
kind of privilege in every encounter they have with any woman.
But,
this still isn't the whole story. I've really only set the stage.
Nothing has really happened yet. When something does happen it isn't
Elkanah who does it, nor Eli, nor even Peninnah. When something
happens, quite unexpectedly, it is Hannah who acts. She has been the
victim so far without a shred of agency, without any clue that she
can act on her own. She changes that. She pours out her heart to
Yahweh. She just dumps everything in God's lap.
That
not much agency, but it's a beginning. She deems her experience and
her suffering to be worthy of God's attention and response. She may
be worthless in her own eyes, but she's not worthless in God's. Eli
speaks and blesses her and, for the time being, that is enough. She
had something to eat. The sadness lifted. She went home with Elkanah
and in due course she got pregnant. She named the boy Samuel, "I
asked God." She
named the boy.
One
little act--pouring her heart out to God--leads to the bolder act of
naming
her son, a privilege reserved for fathers. And soon this act leads to
another: She
decides that this son will not belong to Elkanah, but instead will
belong to Yahweh.
And when the boy was weaned she took him to Eli the priest at Shiloh
and gave him to Yahweh.
As
a subversion of patriarchy it wasn't much. But it wasn't nothing
either. Yahweh had opened up a little wiggle room for Hannah in an
oppressive system and Hannah grabbed her chance and made the most of
it. And because Hannah cried out and because Yahweh heard her and
answered her cry, this is more than the story of the founding of
David's dynasty.
It is also a story of liberation. So much so that her song echoed
through the ages and found an answering song from the heart of a
Galilean peasant girl with a reproductive problem of her own. Mary's
song became the evening song of the Church, a part of our legacy. We,
too, worship the God who loosens the bonds of patriarchy.
That's
why I must say this, and say it in particular to women and girls. You
do not exist for the convenience or benefit of men. Your bodies do
not belong to them. They are not entitled to touch you or to make
comments about your bodies without your permission, even if they are
a boyfriend or husband. You are human beings, children of God, worthy
of all the dignity and respect this implies. It's true. It's true not
because I say so, but because God says so in the lyrics of Hannah's
song.
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